The clouds are clearing up as the puddles remain of what is left of the rain. I'm starting to except the reality and understand it is ok to feel this way. Everything has its reasons despite if I understand it or not or if it's a good or bad. So new roads I will find and new doors will open as old ones close. This is just a new channel line up for me and it will take time for me to get used to everything but I will be ok. As ths is a process I'm going through I still am looking for answers to most of my issues hahaha yup issues that I have.
I wish there was some way to reset my world and see if things would be any different. Would I be happier or worse off then now. Of course if it's my destiny then I'm fucked ... Well just stuck here.
So I look for tomorrow as I hope rays of good things to happen but my faith isn't with my prays as I have been let down far to many times. I don't want to get hopes murdered again so I wait. What will be, what will be.
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