Happiness

You try to be happy, you try to make everyone happy ..... but you can't.

You focus on making just everyone happy and put yourself to the side .....you still can't

You give your finger to the world and just focus on making yourself happy ..... your happy and surprisingly others around are happy too. Are they all happy? No but then again who gives, it's about you now.

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We are always out there trying to do our best to make everyone happy and assuming if we can do that we will be happy. I tried that for years and was left with just shattered pieces of my life in front of me. After seeing how hard I believe I worked on making this perfect world around me and that everyone was taken care of it fell apart. I tried to just focus on others and again it shattered in my face. It was than that I was so frustrated at myself and the world that I just said screw everyone it's all about me. To my surprise I was happy and the people in my life that I actually care about were happy for me as well and the pieces kept falling into place.

Is everything perfect now? Of course not and I have a long way to go but I do have faith now that I can be truly happy on the inside and the smile I walk around with will actually be true to my feelings.

I of course am not telling everyone to be selfish to be happy because each to there own but people that share similar traits like I do and just try to please all the time might find strength in being selfish a bit. I say give it a shot before your world comes crashing down on you.

Have a good day all ;)