Been a while since I have been here but I'm back ;)
I've been thinking allot these days as I always do ...lol Let me restart I was trying to figure out what direction my life is heading towards. Since my birthday I had some bad luck with my money and it was a result of me being neglegent and just ... bad luck. I can not ignore the great times I had in the month of April. I have had some real good times and my friends I feel have been a great support to me.
I did learn I will have to make sacrifices for now inorder to prepare for future. Was I happy about it no but hence why it's called a sacrafice. Doh! When i dwell on it it makes me crazy because one it involves my son and that is a very sensitive subject. After speaking to my mom who we generally have a very different kind of a relationship she was really helpful in me organizing some priorities in my life. The others I did myself.
In the end I am just me trying to get from day to day with the least amount of drama. I feel I have made great strides from a few months ago let alone 2 years ago. My life is changing and new friends are coming into my life while others are falling to the side. I'm getting stronger with each breath I take and I look forward to the day I am more confident and stronger than ever.
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